Read this yesterday, but didn't have the emotional bandwidth to respond in the moment. ... Honestly, I can't fully grasp what you're going through right now, but what you described, especially the treatment at the end, sounds absolutely awful. >.<

I just saw your update about staying with a friend, and I'm glad to hear that you at least have at least that right now. Don't know what, if anything, I could say that'd help, but for what it's worth, I hope for you. >.